Losing control, forgetful, weird, on edge, tired, scattered...
this is how I would describe myself over the last few weeks. This is not who I want to be!! Is it hormones, stress of the holidays, normal for me, just a phase?? Why do I feel unsuccessful when things are not falling into place? Why can't I rest in the clutter of life? Why can't I just smile and relish every moment of life as it happens? Why do I waste so much time replaying stupid things I've said or done rather than let it go. As Cary told me the other night, "You can't hit a home run everyday." Well said, hubby! I guess life is about screwing up til you get it right. Hopefully, I'll learn from my mistakes today and do better tomorrow. Maybe I'll even hit that home run. :)
Spring Cleaning...a bit late
15 years ago
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Don't know if it makes you feel better, but from the outside it looks like you have it all together ... dare I say perfect? You are a beautiful, put together, fashionable and classy lady. Your children are gorgeous. You have a kind husband, loving family and friends who adore you. I can't imagine you saying or doing anything inappropriate. I imagine many of your peers wish they were more like you. I know I'm a big fan!
Love you!
Thank you for your sweet words, Leah. I am not as down in the dumps as it may sound. :) I know I have so much to be thankful for...wonderful husband, incredible kids, and great, lifelong friends. This blog has been therapeutic for me. Hopefully, knowing that everyday is not a "homerun" around here, will help someone else. See you Saturday!!
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